I call it DREAM before.

Ive always wanted to sing. When I was asked, "What is your favorite thing to do?", automatically, my mind and my heart shouted, "SING!".

Oh yeah, God placed this in my heart since I was young and I am not aware of it. (Like, why does some kids do not take interest?)

Anyway, just four years ago, I came across this girl in youtube singing and I was, WOW,  she has very nice vocals (talk about her beauty too). I started to listen to her performances with her group. 

You see, my only desire then is to sing on stage wearing heels. I was so inspired by how Hebe started having only that desire on her heart.

I have always thought that my dream was impossible. Still I practice a lot because I just love to do so.

but *Sigh. This so called wild dream never left my heart. If I may look back, Ive cried a lot of times because I was so frustrated and hopeless. Ive always prayed, "Lord, if this is not for me, please completely remove the desire in my heart to stop me from hurting!". I half hearted uttered this and deep in me, is shouting loudly, "I am gonna be a singer. And inspire people too."

I hope I am about to fulfill that purpose now. ☺ So what is the catch in my story?

If I audition in a TW company (like what ive planned those days). I am only fulfilling a dream for myself. Am I gonna be happy? Yes, for awhile maybe. But life is not about living for myself alone. True joy is not achieving your own self desire. 

I learned that God gave us certain and unique talents and skills to serve Him and His people. Our talents and skills is very relevant to our purpose in this life.
I know you have heard a lot about this, but let me say again, "LIFE is all about fulfilling the purpose our Creator has for us." - and that is to worship and live for Him- make Him FAMOUS!

I lead a school project. I became a software programmer. I left my dream. Ive been a Christian for years then but one day, I woke up and I just feel like I desire to work more! God impressed to me through a youtube music video: ♫ "Habang buhay kakanta para sayo" ("Forever, I will sing for you") ♫. "Sing for Me", God said. My dream fired up again, and this time ..

I auditioned for our Music Team, trained for many Saturdays and now, Ive stood up on stage and worshipped lead with our team for about 5 times now. Funny how I did not realize all these time. And just last Sunday, as I was getting ready and putting my heels on, on a corner and it suddenly came to me. "Hey, I dreamed for this!" Everytime I will sing, I will always remember and my heart would pour out praises to the One who created and fulfilled this dream. :)

God is real. He knows our desires. He is faithful. He is the one who places dreams in our hearts. Sigh* what more can I say? He so loves me! I know HE is inlove with you too! So hey do not give up! God is watching and He has a greater plan more than we could fathom! 

Do you have a, what you think a wild dream? You have that for a purpose. Pray for it consistently. BE unshakeable! ♥♥♥

Matthew 6:33-  But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.